June Adventures

I'm still here!

June was our busiest month so far. Full of sky scraping highs, and dirt sucking lows. 

We spent our anniversary night reliving old joys. On our way to this arcade we found a retro game store and bought my favorite Nintendo game, and after the arcade we had dinner at the same restaurant we had our very first date in. 

We found a small farm slash park and the babies fell in love with swings, while Severus communicated with a cow. 

My mom got to know these grandchildren a little better. 

We played at the on site park. A lot.

We wore babies at a Retro Gaming Expo, where most of us left with fidget spinners - thus sealing my fate as the coolest elementary school mom on the block. And Severus found an indie game that he loved more than all of us combined.

The babies had a Pineapple themed birthday party at home, and dressed like American flags because their parents procrastinated and didn't get them anything cute in time, and then Target. Failed. Me. {And yes they did wear the same outfits on July 4th.}

Severus said "Goodbye!" to the first grade. And hells yes I greeted him with a bouquet of balloons because he left a school and friends behind and never stopped excelling. 

We went on our first legitimate family hike! 

I discovered hair ties made specifically for thick hair, and I feel like my life has been blessed by the gods. In May I became a LipSense distributor {something that still shocks me}, and have greatly enjoyed it as of late! I actually have learned that supporting my friends in their own SeneGence endeavors has been incredible. They know they won't get bullshit answers from me, and I get so excited to watch their ventures grow. At first {and still a lot now} I fought with the unnecessary gendering and ableism, but I'm trying to surround myself with people who are willing to mind their language without acting like it's a problem. On a whim, I opened a Society6 storefront, which has been just as anxiety inducing as everything else I do regarding selling my photography specifically. 

The kids are wonderful. Samara changed her mind about coming this way, it was dramatic to say the least, but had been enjoying her summer at our last talk. Caesar and Mercutio vacationed in Virginia, and met two of their cousins. Severus and Thaddeus are living their best life right now. Days full of slime making, eating blueberries by the handful, staying up late to watch movies camped out in the living room, Sev and I started on Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone again, but this time we're actually getting through it. They have had their troublesome days, but that's to be expected. Elena and Santino are magnificent - they're learning so much, interacting with one another more frequently, and developing those big personalities. I still can't believe they're one - like literally, I have actually sat here and made sure my math was right, because I feel like I'm missing some time. Maybe it was postpartum depression, but I feel like I missed something. There's no way this year moved so quickly. But that's for another post. They are wearing One beautifully, even if I am still six months behind.

Plenty of dance parties, some hiding in the bathroom, and a little bit of Starbucks fuel got me through a difficult, busy, exploratory month. July didn't start out any differently, but I'm going to get blogging back in my sights. I have some reviews on deck, and I am looking forward to sharing more about our great adventures.

Sneaking a peak:

An unsolicited review of this gorgeous Scriver Creek traveler's notebook! I took one look at these and they made my heart flutter so hard I decided to change my whole. entire. planning. system. so I could own one. Yeah.

Year Three

In the morning when I wake/and the sun is coming through/oh you fill my lungs with sweetness/and you fill my head with you/shall I write it in a letter/shall I try to get it down/oh you fill my head with pieces/of a song I can't get out/can I be close to you... -The Paper Kites "Bloom"

{Year One}
{Year Two}

I feel like every year, I look back at what we've been through, what we've accomplished, what challenges we've faced and say "Damn, what a year." Every year has been an outrageous one, the past one was no exception. 

We welcomed a screamy, sassy daughter and a gentle, giggly son into the world and faced our biggest challenge in leaving them in the hands of strangers for nearly three weeks. We spent every single day together for months. We moved across the country - we survived a cross country move together - and we did it in record timing. We argued, we loved, we cried, we laughed, we worried, we fought for this, for us, for our family, harder than any other year so far. I laugh a little, when I think about our first months, when I thought loving me through my flared jeans phase was a significant test.  

Damn, what a year. 

Antonio, I always wake up every day in love with the life we created - even when you wake me up singing Stone Temple Pilots in the bathroom at 6am when I can sleep until 6:30, when I need a break because the life we created is too overwhelming for me sometimes, through the nights we're not tangled up in one another, and through the days we are sometimes so busy we are only allowed to embrace for mere moments before having to go to work, to stop a baby from putting their hands in the toilet, or to run some errand.

Our life is still the only one I want. 

I love you more than I have words to express, thank you for matching my determination, for the times I don't have to tell you that I need to sit in the tub for a couple of hours, or take a nap, thank you for reaching across the couch and holding my hand, thank you for all the little things you think go unnoticed, that make up our enormous world. 

Happy Anniversary, Bunny. 

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A Small Post of Celebrations

I sat with this gallery for a while, thinking of what else to add to it. Realizing that one of the things I will miss about being on Tumblr is the photoset option. Just "Here are some pictures and shit. Look at them." no need for longwinded explanatory words.

When I remembered this is my damn blog, I do what I want. So here - some pictures and shit. Look at them.

Easter Eggstravaganza at the YMCA, a visit to North Bend, and my 33rd birthday.